Should I abort my therapist!

This is a word for word transcript...

Note: I am surprised, how I let myself be reduced by the promise of happiness and be a subject (ref-skinner box) to listen to the gospel in a nutshell applied skilfully by psychology-guidance councillor.

(Admin) Hey Mr. Ronald
(Client) Hey
(Admin) How are you?
(Client) not bad

(Admin) Yes¦good
(Client) lets go.

(Client) and¦ not look like

Door close

(Admin) Had a good day?

(Client) nah.... Not to bad had an interesting talk with ah¦ some chap so that wasn't too bad. I wrote down all the questions you asked me yesterday.

(Admin) ok

(Client) Because it is much easier for me too, to think that the discussion we had.

(Admin) ok

(Client) To put into perspective, because sometimes you get caught into your own compartmentalization¦.

(Admin) yup

(Client) Then you don't

(Admin) Ya
(Client) So
(Admin) Ya

(Client) It's just easier for me to ah¦
(Admin) ok

(Client) Just to figure how thinks are moving along and..

Admin) (Yup... Spread out, if you reflect.

(Client) yes¦ gives me an idea of what was said what wasn't said. I doped a miracle, because can't stop..You said something when

Administrator looking at yesterday's questionnaire transcribed on paper, he verbally asked.

(Client) if you want that copy you can have it., because I got on the computer, that I can make another print out if you want me to. If you don't mind looking at the documentation of how I am putting together what we are doing. I got no problem doing this.

(Admin) Good good (Reading) what if you are right there you go.. Everything is lie.

(Admin) (Underlining the paper) You don't mind

(Client) No-No-No. No this is your copy.

(Admin) Good

(Admin) (Underlining the paper) (Reading) If I can't

(Admin) So you didn't write your answers.

(Client) No it its to hard to ah... It's much easier to leisure-ality.see the questions that are coming to a point, than you after don'tend up using our (I don't now) defence mechanism just to play it all out. And if you do, at least than you can at least explain it. Fear everything ah you won't understand you won't understand. Will it block? That's the wall you're talking about So I'm going Ok.. well to forestall or to make sure a wall doesn't easily happen. By writing down as it's happening (ref voice-recording), then its much easier for me to say, Well I understood that you said, that, that, that and that's why were going here. And (she) goes... Oh no I thought of thisin fault we were stuck on-on a miscommunication. Because I'm writing down a reflection of what we are doing to see all the way And (feel) point to the question that you can already already understand a little bit the answer too. So. It's easier to remember questions (loud-gasp)I think the answer I would remember. So it's not so bad.

(Admin) So you can (can me) in front of me without recognizing it!

(Admin) What's this (Underlining the paper) (Reading) In 5 years you can hardly recognize yourself.

(Client) Ah.. You can let some laugh through a person who went through ah.. a person who went through ah.. What we were talking about that was these people who (child) as a plan after five years when you look themselves they can hardly believe their actual transformation. If it's so hard to explain the transformation to somebody else after you five years to imagine yourself that you were there now you are here. Nothing dampening your ego.

(Admin) Ok Good ok so are ready.

(Client) Ya I ready.

(Admin) Ok do you expect anything out of expectation for this thing?

(Client) Ah No-No um ah..I would have to be open because I would have to be. see your mission which I don't know as to um so I will leave it open, that's what I agreed too.

(Admin) Ok so I'm telling you to talk about Jesus Christ

(Client) OK

(Admin) Ok

(Client) And the Cross... because you said it was all deep trust and cross-ward.

(Admin) That was all about that

(Client) OK

(Admin) So.. What do you understand about who Jesus is at this point? What do you believe Jesus is first question?

(Client) Well from what I believe ah

(Admin) What really believe?

(Client) I believe your point, Jesus is a fake mission.

(Admin) Is a what?

(Client) failed mission

(Admin) failed

(Client) um..Understand that ah considering what he was around and that no one could really understand that well. And only 80 years after did they really start writing about him after his death...It's not right after I mean it had to end up being put so it really matters you might want to ask me who Santa Claus is or Jesus is. Because to a point, you can all make Santa Claus just a beautiful as Jesus.

(Admin) Ya, I wanna to know, what you believe that?

(Client) I um I do believe that when he came back that he did not come in the physical form That came. That he popped-up the I owe him unconscious I become Jesus Christ I talk to you I talk back unconscious and come back to Ron Rasch¦ That's how I see it.. I don't see it as he physically came.

(Admin) Ok

(Client) Or some of you, obviously knows about the ah collective state that, that we all, that part is the temple, that we are all connected... Hmm so he obviously had some information of that, if he is the Son of God.

(Admin) Do you believe he is the Son of God?

(Client) I don't mind saying he is the Son of God, but he is not the only Son of God. That's the problem. That religion has us believe that we killed Gods only One son. It's a bit much!

(Admin) Ok For better humilate yayou know where you got that believe system right?

(Client) not so big it's just from extrapolated form looking at all the lies what must it be.

(Admin) you know who believe that? Which origin to me, exactly what you just said?

(Client) Probably Drawn from..

(Admin) Nope.

(Observation-Blackout-start)

(Client) I am revealed that I am mimicking off of somebody else…

(Admin) Ya you are but it' ok¦

(Client) But I don't know the for and what I am mimicking... Gimme a plan objectively.

(Admin) Yes I know but

(Admin)(overlapping Clients voice) I am just telling you that why
(Client) That's why it can hurt, be aware of me?

(Observation-Blackout-end)

(Admin) What you believe... ah doesn't come from you, comes from somewhere else
(Client) ok
(Admin) and you just start playing somebody's lead.

(Client) Well what we hearyou hear about Jesus Christ through the form of a book What the heck do you expect other than to actually get a real download?

(Admin) yep
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(Client) We are going to have to come down
Admin) ok
(Client) check under full scan/chance how you... stay-up with authentic transmission. Message

(Admin) Ok whoa Ok... So I am going, I'm going to explain to you the gospel

(Client) Ok

(Admin) the Word long distance for gospel and ok.. so we're by god

(Client) Ok

(Admin) there is a god, he was there in creation he revealed himself First of all there are 3 revelations of god the first one is pure creation we know about who he is by looking at his creation… If you look at the way everything is organized. If you look at a true if you look at a human being. If you look the way earth functions that reserve true godly. He's got everything

(Client) You're talking about intelligence design.

(Admin) I am talking about god.

(Client) No you are not. Because the thing is.

(Admin) Ok whoa whoa whoa if your going to go there then we are not going to talk long I am telling you that, I am telling you that the gospel.

(Client) message?

(Admin) message You, you, you will listen here... If you have a question will.. will talk about that. If you want too, I will give you the truth.

(Client) Then I am not allowed to saying no?

(Admin) Not at this point? No!
(Client) ok
(Admin) Your not allowed to say no because you haven't heard the message yet So your going to say no to this this this this this this but if you don't get answer

(Client) (cut-in) That's what you did to me yesterday with my QPC with my ah... system.

(Admin) I don't know where you want to go with that?

(Client) That's right! You don't! You said you wanted to know me. But you don't know whether, you want to go with... but you don't want to find out what is how to know it. You jump down as we are going first as you wrote down you were going to show me my block again Now I am getting to endocrine to what? Ah Its hostile!

(Admin) I am done being a doctor! And I am just giving you the message you need hear.

(Client) Ok

(Admin) So you'll understand in a nutshell, cause it's not complicated.

(Client) Ok

(Admin) You will hear then you will have your argument

(Client) Ok,,, it's over

(Admin) I told you already what's going to happen.

(Client) right I know

(Admin) And it will happen
(Client) ok
(Admin) ok because it will ah.. Confront you Ok
(Client) Go on start
(Admin) and that how it is. Not bad.
Administrator begins

Note: When I look at what I wrote here, I feel emotionally raped. But it`s ok... I am ready to be swept underneath the rug to what nobody needs to see. The audio was pretty bad to type out.