Find a home on $360

Wow, our government is awesome. My social worker has refused to pay for me to stay at the homeless shelter for any more then a few nights. I can only stay till the 15th. She then figures I should be able to find a place to live in the city for $360 max. WTF!? I don't get this. At least my medication is helping me not be depressed & suffer social anxiety. But WTF!? How does one rent a place for $360 a month. Thats kinda screwed up, I was getting $495 for the last few months while I was going to all my appointments & going to addiction services, seeing the dr & then I went to treatment. Come back, the place I was living is rented out (it was $420 per month) I told her what happened and she threatened to cut me off. !? Thats help.. I don't understand our system. I just know when I was loaded up & numb all day everyday I could work just fine. now that I have these stupid feelings & emotions I'm screwed up. Trying to deal with them as fast as I can. The psychologist says I shouldn't be working right now, but if social assistance disability doesn't want to help me have a place to live while I learn to deal with these problems, then maybe I'll just have to say fuck it & deal with it the only way I know how. Which really sucks. I kinda like being clear headed & able to thing, and have feelings, even if they are kinda all over the place, feelings are still better then being numb 24/7. Ah well, I'm probably going to keep documenting all thats going on & file a complaint or something. I dunno. Not really sure what to do. Sofar everyday I call my worker to try to get some help, get her voice mail. (she never calls back till 3:50 & they close at 4:00) then I run out the door to the library, hunt online for cheap places to live, look at jobs, then wander around looking for phone numbers of places to live & talk to people asking if they know anywhere, or if they have any suggestions. Then its off to a meeting, and depending on the night, its eighet AA, NA, or my Church. Ah well its just life. I hope god is watching over me. But 1 good thing has come out of all this. I'm still clean & sober. No relapsing. Not even craving to get loaded. The only thing thats bugging me is our government, not having a home & being broke. *shrug* thanks for all the kind words. sorry im rushing my posts... computers here are on a time limit..