Re: On the road again. . .

2008.05.12 - 1:47 PM

Dear family: Here I go again, I'm on the road again, just me and a pair of beaten up shoes on my blisted feet. On my way to recovery again the 10th. time, must do it this time or I shall surely die. Just the Lord by my side, letting him be my guide and the angels will be my ride. First step is to find me a home for me and a lazy cat I can call Willi. It will Willi and I until the day I die, he'll lay by side through the good times and the bad. There will be no other friend like Willi, our friendship will last until one of us dies in the end. I'll smoke the best weed with my friends, the ones I treasure, and would like to tickle with my toy feather. Either way take life one day at a time, Until God calls on me to get my things together, For the Lord Jesus is on his way to take me home. It will be a day of great saddness when I'm Gone, but do not cry; I be your your spirit guide, just feel me from the inside. Things are getting hard for me to do now, so, I take things slowly and as they come. Going to stay in the here and now. And focus on me and sit back with my tea, my Willi, my book on my knee and a wonderful sunset going down behide me. The colors remind me of my Pride. Pride is freedom and freedom is pride. . . Love you all. Jendelle. . .xoxoxoxoxoxox

Comments

Janelle on 2008.05.12

thanks for posting. my thoughts are with you on your road to recovery. reach out to those around you for support when you need it.

Guy on 2008.05.14

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jhock on 2008.05.14

sweet poem...from such a lovely soul(Jendelle my thoughts and prays go out to in this time of your life..)be strong,get well..Much Respect..JH

Jendelle on 2008.05.21

Love to my Family: Had a great weekend, I was in the parade here in Victoria. I was with the raging Granny's, who for the past 2 years having been trying to help homelessness in our city. The weather has been good, very hot during the day. At night I look forward to my sleep however, as my body is very rundown and needs lots of sleep. Will find out if I got into the super clean program. This will help me stay clean and sober. My new partner is with me today and look forward to our time together and getting to know about the type of illness that he may have. He is very cute and I think I could really like him. He made my day by showing up at the Rees program, where I attend daily to support my Mental Health. I'm moving to another shelter on the 25th., looking forward to this one it's cleaner then the one I'm in now. Anyways long day ahead, so better get busy. Have a great day all, love and prayers, Your sister Jen. PS. May the wind be always at your back, may the sunshine warm on your face and may the rain always fall gently on your fields and until we meet again may God hold you in the palm of his hands. Peace out. . .

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