seraphyna

I'm happy to report that December 20th, 2006 was the ultimately last time I ever smoked crack. After that particular episode, I threw away my crack pipe(s) for good. Its been four months or so and while the cravings are slowly coming back (within the last week or so) this time they're very weak and easily overcome. Let's hope they stay that way, okay?

So what else has been going on in the four months since I last posted?

Kinda drunk right now.

Did. um ... 6-7 (maybe 8?) shots of straight vodka, with no chase in 45 min. Stolen from my roommates room. Oopsy? oh well, I marked where the alcohol level was and so, therefore, can replace the bottle with the EXACT level of alcohol that was in it before.

She won't know the difference. Honest. I swear.

The reason I took my roommates bottle is because I relapsed - or as I like to call it, "had a release" - and smoked some -okay, maybe lots of? - crack tonight.

OH WELL! It's my first time in AGES (since middle of Sept, you do the math) that I've caved in and smoked. The only way to take my mind off wanting more is to drink. So that's what I did.

I've never gotten itchy feet before. I've always figured that all the moving I did with my family when I was younger cured that.

I mean, I know I want to travel when I'm done college - but that's overseas. which means money.

I'm talking about backpacking & hitchhiking. I'm so swamped with assignments this month, as well as my dad is visiting me from Vancouver for the first time in just under 2 years :D (I'm a complete Daddy's Girl so I'm really looking forward to it.)

but anyway. I can't take off this month. But I have 2 weeks in December I'm fancy free to anything I wish. Should I go take off for 2 weeks? Go on a complete bender of magnetic proportions?