The Way Out
I am stuck in an s.r.o.(single room occupancy), in other words, a hotel. It's full of rats, mice, cockroaches, bedbugs, the two legged variety of bugs, drugs and bullshit. The only way to get out of downtown is to get together a couple of relyable friends and rent an apartment or a section of a house together. The influences downtown here are all negative and i need positive influences to help me achieve my goals. I don't want to live in a place where the people are in a constant state of negativity (ie: drugs, fighting, thievery, false and real accusations, arguments, rip-offs, death, etc.). I want to live in a place where people are respectful of eachother and even helpful. I don't want to be used for my money or my weed or anything else for that matter. Life is not about living by other peoples laws, rules, standards or norms, it's about learning and knowing about the world around us, advancing towards a state of true independece. The first logical step is to find those positive aspects of life and to go with them. The second step is to find a place out of downtown and to continue making positive steps towards my goals. The third step i haven't reached yet, but it is creating the world that i want to live in. A positive environment helps build strength to advance towards my goals and to achieve them. So why do i want to live in the shit pit when i can live in an oasis of luxury created by my own hand.
Reality is what YOU and I make it, not the govenments, religions, big business' or the Illuminate's versions of reality. We create our own realities, and i want a reality where i am living by my own rules, standards and norms under my own roof.
Be aware that you are not being influenced by outside sources like the Illuminate and their world domination conspiracy. Begin the REVOLUTION NOW!!, or suffer the near at hand consequences of zero freedom and maximum bullshit. Our basic human and civil rights, privelages and our freedoms are being eliminated as i write these words. Every day is another day closer to the Illuminate's plan of world domination. Uncover their covert plans and stop the global takeover. Do not do what they want you to do, if you do then you are merely an instrument within their conspiracy. Don't be a part of the sheepherders flock, break away and do not live by their standards, live by your own standards and become a thorn in their side. Become the wolf that they don't want you to be and crush their plans. (Drip...there goes another right. Drip...there goes another freedom. Drip...that's how they are stripping us of our freedoms, rights and privlages. Drip...small steps. Drip...huge consequences). They need to be stopped and revealed as the Nazies they are. Show your adversity towards their plans in any way you are able and become real again. Don't be a tool to be used for their plans of world control (actions, words and ideas: pressuring others into what you know to be false or at least suspect), be a real person, be alive, be yourself!! Remove the hardcore oppression from yourself, ask yourself why the government wants you to think and act in a certain way. It's because their certain way leads to their global control and our demise as real people. Believe it because it's real and it's happening right now. Reclaim your humanity, take back what is ours and be rid of the oppressers. REVOLUTIONIZE OUR WAY OF THINKING AND ACTING AND BEING BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. WE MUST DESTROY THE DESTROYERS BEFORE THEY DESTROY US. This is the only way.
Patience is the key. Their job is to make us crazy. our job is to stay sane. the 'right to sleep' will be determined in Victoria in September- never have to pay to sleep anymore- assertion of conscientiousness and the death of capitalism- grandest scope very real- freedom... see http://www.angelfire.com/apes/hatrackman/welcome.htm (scroll to bottom for most current updates)
im paying 450$ a month for a 1.5 right close to metro laurier. although this might be steep for someone with a regular welfare cheque etc., i find it really hard to find something better. that is, if i want to live alone. i moved in last october and it was very hellish for a good while, til about february. the landlord continually moved in crackhead after crackhead, procrastinated on any repairs that direly needed to happen, and excused any complaints with a grunt or a shrug. however, the people that live there that are only trying to live and keep to themselves have been trying to make it a better place to live in. yes, there is still a crack dealer living in the basement (below me, actually), and there ARE the occasional crackhead fights at 2am, but the problems have drastically decreased since we put our ''foot down''. the building isnt a gold covered temple, but we keep it cleaner and the landlord takes our problems more seriously. hes even fixing the heat for the upcoming winter (cuz last year was pretty damn cold). hes also become much pickier with whom he lets rent out apartments, and if someone does cause problems, they are moved to a room in the basement, and then evicted.
the point im trying to get across is, although we dont all live in beautiful mansions or even a nice sunny loft, home is home, whatever you make of it.
(PS- and, an exterminator has come by three times now, and the roaches and bedbugs are totally gone out of my place, and dying in the others.) 5365 berri if youre interested.
robyn.