crystal meth addiction
2007.02.09 - 1:54 PM
why do i have to struggle with this stupid addiction day after day whenever i have some money in my pocket i feel the urge to spend some of it on crystal and every day i have daydreams of smoking crystal, why did god ever introduce me to such a addictive harmful but soooo good of a chemical maybe it's not god at all but it feels like heaven whenever i am so so high, maybe it is satan, and all of his minions, just remember the paranoia that i felt last time that i got so high i couldn't even leave the room i live in and all of my life stopped all of my ambitions just disappeared
think about it
I know what it is like to battle with your self over this drug. It seems like when no one else is there she is. But she is not real. We give her importance and substance in our lives. I had to realize that. Because not only could I give meth importance but I could also take it away. I know that it is easier said than done but that is exactly what I did. I assigned other things in my life more importance than it is. My health, friends, parents, siblings, everything. I had lost track of so many great things in my life because of meth and I just decided I wanted it all back. Good Luck!
Narconon
May God grant you the true understanding that what He wants for you is that you be in good mental and physical health. You surely can find more fulfilling actions to undergo than blowing off your brains. - God bless you dearly.